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Thank you followers for staying with me through the years :-)

Find me at this tumblr from now on. I’m back for good and ready to enjoy tumblr insteading of dumping it with sadness.

If by any chance you love kingdom hearts.. then also find me here

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I’m still here! I can’t believe I have so many followers from over the years. I miss old tumblr sometimes. Growing up next to this social media and always having it here when I needed to unload has been great. This has and always will be my safe place.

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i am an aimless vixen

you are my calming ride home

i hear your wind and i am at ease

when i am alone

i hear your voice again

and i eventually see the ocean 

over the road

mintycolors:

“i thought we’d finally be together. but she’s out there, alone. not for one more second.“

camiile17:

抱きしめて欲しい

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smithsonianlibraries:

🌸 According to the National Park Service, DC’s famed cherry trees should peak from April 3 to April 6. 🌸

In celebration, we found this lovely sakura textile design from Shin zuan v.12, (1892). a Japanese design periodical from the Meiji period, part of our collection of Japanese illustrated books from the Edo and Meiji periods available in our digital library. If you plan to visit DC for the cherries, be sure to plan a stop at our current exhibition, Magnificent Obsessions: Why We Collect which is on view in the @amhistorymuseum

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Finding the good parts and feelings of my youth through kingdom hearts. It’s nerdy and weebish but it’s okay. Playing apex for hours on end. This is the life I’m enjoying. 

I’ve been neglecting myself lately. No excuses, I’m responsible. Had a goal to begin running this week. Chose to do nothing and drink. I’ve been drinking alot lately. Underneath my smile and euphoria I know it’s problematic. Going to try to take and break and I know it’s going to result in some withdrawal breakdown but it’s fine. Better than being controlled by something that isn’t even a human. My mental health, my mental health. Everywhere I turn is some awareness… and behind that awareness are the people who care for the faceless ones like me. Some don’t but some do. They care for someone even if they don’t know who that is. Someone cares. I should feel that but I don’t. I don’t feel well and itd be nice to take it out on someone. Avoiding everyone to avoid emotion and connection. I can’t handle my fears I guess they handle me nowadays. I dream pleasant dreams and feel things that I don’t feel in my waking life. I’m ignoring my friends thinking one day I’ll be ready but I know I’m not close. It’s easier to be alone. I know me and that’s the comfort I live by. I wish I could stop my pain. Still not in therapy. I’m not ready to make that effort and cry for days. I’ve cried enough right? No amount of alcohol will erase the truth that I’m sick. I’m guilty of ignoring it. Still in a fraction of denial. As much as I tell myself I enjoy isolation, I only enjoy it because I’ve convinced myself that everyone will that bring me pain and distress I don’t want to feel. I fear connection because I’m afraid of hurt. It sounds so small but when you’re a victim of pain that comes from mental sickness it’s not really that small. It wasn’t so small people wouldn’t be killing themselves. That’s it. Where’s my saving story? Oh it’s my responsibility to find it. I know. If only it was so easy. Everything especially sleeping is too hard for me nowadays.

keju-doodlez:

Some love for the girls too ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅ ❤️

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kingdomheartsgifs:

When asked about how he felt about the impressive sales numbers for Kingdom Hearts 3, Nomura stated that with the combined digital sales and shipped units, Kingdom Hearts 3 has far exceeded his expectations. Nomura also revealed that they are currently working on DLC for the game which has made his sleep schedule much shorter since the game has released.

Nomura addressed the lack of Critical Mode in Kingdom Hearts 3, something many fans have considered a mainstay of the series since Kingdom Hearts 2 Final Mix’s release back in 2006. In the past, Critical Mode was an addition made to the Final Mix version of Kingdom Hearts titles, Nomura said, reassuring fans that it is coming later on in a future download. The development team didn’t just want to just change the strength of the enemies and release that, but to make a well-polished and unique mode so fans may find pleasure in replaying Kingdom Hearts 3 in Critical Mode.

Dengeki asked Nomura to speak a bit about their DLC plans and the possibility of a Final Mix for Kingdom Hearts 3.Normally they would create a full package with all of the additions they want to make for a Kingdom Hearts title, Nomura elaborated, but this time the plans is to release free DLC through future updates and to also release paid DLC with a lot of content in it as a batch. The plan right now is to get new DLC out as soon as possible within the year.

Nomura also spoke about the future of Kingdom Hearts, stating that they are currently discussing what that may be but have nothing set in stone at the moment. Nomura has quite a bit on his plate this year.

DLC will include explaining how Xion was revived and becoming a member of the True Organization!